lately, i would say over the past couple months, I have just not been psyced about wearing my costume anymore.

not only that, but ive become tiresome and weary of the furry fandom.

I come on here everyday, and see amazing art, but I also see many picture of people in fursuits together having a great time.

This luxury I am not accustomed to in the least because I have no one else to fursuit with.

Dont get the wrong idea, I would love to fursuit with others, and thats my point, I have no one to fursuit with, to have fun with in the fandom.

I think thats where people have the most fun in the fandom. Getting together with one another and just having a grand ol' good time.

But since I do not have that opportunity, I have lots of limitations as to what I can do in my suit.

My friends like my fursuit, and they do support that I am a furry, but they dont have costumes.

I've been doing this for 2 years now and almost 3, thinking that even though my friends don't have one, it'll still be a blast.

But like I said before, it's tiresome for me nowadays, and Im getting sick of fursuiting without anyone else being there in costume with me having a blast.

I see videos, pictures, of a bunch of furries together...sad part is is that it makes me jealous that I am not there having a good time with them.

Im 16, going on 17 on the 22nd this month. But 17 is still too young for me to go to the cons. And I dont want to wait....but I guess I have no other choice.

My costume is starting to feel a bit tight as well...im starting to grow out of it, meaning, in the next two years, If im still in the fandom and want to go to cons,

I would have to buy ANOTHER costume, costing me lots of money, and Im not sure i'll want to do that, or if I'll even be interested anymore.

Im keeping Crystal forever, when I go off to college in the next year and a half or so, she'll still be in my closet.

But the questions is whether shes coming out of that closet time and time again....or whether shes staying in there..

~Crystal