Well, I've come to a decision-- I will NOT be making Dreamcatchers anymore.. I just don't have the time nor the patience to do them.. But I still will be making my Friendship Bracelets. And I am going to stick to my writing of my poetry and the story WOLF SONG. I know I promised a fellow fur a dreamcatcher, so I am going to turn and ask that fur if I can buy one for him.. I know he probably expects me to make him one, and probably will be disappointed in me. I just can only hope he'll understand that this buying of a dreamcatcher will make things right. I know I suck royally at drawing, my art is my words, just trying to find my niche in the fandom is hard. I want to be well-known for my heart and my creativity as well. But the pressure for me to do one up and above is hard for me to do. Perhaps I am just trying too hard to please. But I will never give up on being there for anyone and everyone that I hold close. And hope that I get accepted for what I can do. You all are my friends, forever grateful for you. Means so much that you all love me for who and what I am, despite the bumpy roads in my life. I cry so hard every night thinking how much more I could do to show my appreciation with what little talent I do have.. I'll never leave the fandom again, you've permanently instilled such warm welcomes, it's never going to turn me away. Thank you all.. can never say that enough