I really need to talk to someone ASAP… I dont even care if I know them or not, I just really need some support right now… I dont like the path Im going down… Its scarry. i think i messed up bigtime with my life and the ones I love. Please, im begging you, someone, anyone, just send me a note or pm or email, or anything, I just really need someone right now….

Sweetie…if youre reading this…im sorry…i really am….