I have so much of it right now.

With all my issues at work (Gamestop is bullshit), and the stress of not being very physically active, I'm just so frustrated with everything. It's hard for me to enjoy every day when I know tomorrow there's going to be something awful or huge going on that's going to be completely my responsibility. It's not that I'm doing poorly at work, in fact, I'm next in line for the promotion. But I don't think I even want it anymore. After five months of doing the ASM's job, and getting shit for pay, I'm done. You guys wasted too much time. Fuck off.

So I have an interview coming up with this work-from-home job (thanks !). Wish me luck, guys - I really need it. I can't work for Gamestop anymore, it's ruining my life. :c That sounds overly dramatic, but srsly. I don't have time to spend with Carrot, like at all. I'm constantly strung out on nerves, wondering what's going to go wrong tomorrow, freaking out about my manager's incompentence, being terrified of who's gonna quit this week. I don't go outside, or exercise; I'm so horrified with my body right now and i want to go to the gym but I can't if I can't make the money for a membership.

And I feel like I've annoyed all my friends. I'm not the most interesting person on the best of days, but on the worst, I'm a miserable wreck that just bitches and whines until you wanna smack me over the head with something large and metal. I know Carrot's gotta be sick of dealing with me. I'm sure you all are too, and I'm sorry. I don't mean to be like that.

Thanks for listening guys. <3 Again, wish me luck. Here's hoping something's gonna change for the better.