I promise. And I didn't fall off the motivation bandwagon....well not really, I was more kicked off. My Grandpa passed away a little while ago, then it's been a toss up between my daughter being sick and me being sick. Right now I have a sinus infection and some other health stuff going on that has pretty much destroyed what was left of my motivation. Right now my goal every morning is to not throw up more than twice. I'm very hopeful that with a new prescription from my doctor and a couple of week's rest I will be back to normal. I miss doing art. I miss it every day but it's just not a priority right now. Hope to post again soon.