I've always been good at the things i like. Maybe that's why i like them?
I was a natural the first time i played counterstrike for example. I could just sit down at the computer and start downing these digital soldiers. No problem!
I love languages and geography. Niether of wich is any problem to me.
Hell. I'm not even close to have the physique to be a good paintball/airsoft player. But when i'm on the field with the gun in my hand i just run for it and take the win!

This have given me a wrong sense of confidence to my abilities... Every time i come up against something i'm not naturally good at i feel absolutely awefull. The worst sense of failure and mental anguish ever! This especially comes to me when i'm drawing. I love to draw! But i'm having some major issues with it. I have the creativity to come up with things but my hands and my drawing-tools, pen/paper/tablet whatever they may be. Does -NOT- agree with what i'm trying to put down on the paper! It's like playing a game and someone keeps tugging on the mouse-cord without your knowledge.


Guess i'll just have to push through.