Yeah sounds about right the title says it all. Here is an update on what's going on in my life right now.
I have a boyfriend who wants to spend every last cent of my tiny paycheck when he gets paid more then I do, and doesn't buy me much, hasn't really bought me something that makes me feel special in a very long time hasn't really been very thoughtful lately either. I have a mother who constantly tells me "If you lose weight and get exercise you will feel so much better." Maybe I will, but that's easy for her to say she can afford a gym membership, she doesn't have to share her car with anyone, she has her license. Once I get mine I will still have to share my car, which is a hand me down Honda from my mother by the way, with my boyfriend. Even if I do get my license my boyfriend will still be driving my car more then I will what with his crazy hours at Walmart and all.
My mother said and I quote "I will help you get your VW beetle when you get your license." But in the end she gives me her old Honda its a great car, don't get me wrong, but its not truly my car. It does not motivate me to even try to get my license. I have no motivation to apply for a new job either because every time I do, since every application is computerized now, I am placed in the don't hire this person category because of that stupid personality crap you have to do on all the online applications. Whatever happened to your future boss's actually caring to meet you face to face to be hired? It depresses me, heck my whole situation is depressing me right now.
So yeah as the title states "My Life + Depression = No Motivation = Procrastination...".