My family has gone apeshit on me, and has taken away a whole bunch of stuff/privliges. The reason I have to get off around 10 is that my mother is being a total bitch about me needing to get more sleep, and trust issues. She has me leave my phone and computer in their room at night, and I can get them in the morning. Well, I messed up. Last night, I was rping with my pet on my phone, and was in in the bathroom where I had gone to take my shower. My mom came into the sink section of the bathroom, and was asking where my phone was. I had just jumped into the shower, and had my phone on the window sill. I told her where it was, and she quickly berated me and I lied to her, and said I was not doing anything wrong. She took my phone to plug it up, and when she did, my skype immediately popped up. I got a bit of a lecture last night, with the whole, we have tried to help you, but you keep doing bad things, and lying to us. They said we would talk about it more in the morning. This mornig, I was just waking up, when my mother comes in yelling at me that she is taking me to school in ten mins, and that if I am not ready, she will take my dad to the bus, and make me 30 mins late. She was being relly hard, and kept rushing me and talking very harshly. She drove around and honked at me to get in, and ran me to school super early, telling me how I needed to shape up, if I did not want to end up like the son of a family friend who has been homeless, in jail, and broken. I think if anything, I will be the brother that killed himself, and drove him to that. I have no access to my phone, or laptop, and am writing this from my school after bypassing the block. Please pass word to our local group, that I am not abandaning them, and to keep me in their thoughts and prayers. Also, that I dont do anything reckless, or permanent. I am not suicidal at the moment, but with all that is going on, I fear it will come back with avengence. I will be trying to check back throughout the day, so please try to respond. Hope your day is better.
Forrest "F-unit"