I kinda had to. My depression is still almost all consuming, things are piling up quicker and quicker...so I more or less had to reset myself today. Had a fairly good time with my fiance, which helped me to do the reboot. Made things seem like life doesn't suck nearly as much as I feel it does. Anyway...have an ambulance shift tomorrow night, doing laundry. I got my room clean...I feel a bit more productive and perky.

Edit: Few hours later...I've managed to go a full day without any depressive thoughts or urges. Been a while since I've done that...hoping that it's showing the end of this episode depression, or at least that I can beat it for now.