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17 years ago
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Ever have those days where it feels like the world is falling apart around you?
Now ever have one of those days where you wish it were legal to stab someone?
Ever have them both in the same time frame? Welcome to my world. Not really an "OMG, DePrEsSiON EMO!" thing. I just happen to have local friends who treat me like an afterthought, a detail, and after so many years of sucking it up and taking it, it's started affecting me. I mean, honestly... here's an example.
A plan was hatched that would have started at 10 pm. The plan was laid down at 3 pm. 7 hours to call and inform me that they were cancelled. 10 pm rolls around, nothing, everything's still going down. 10:30, I start to wonder. 11pm, I take a walk because I'm pissed off, 8 hours to call until I left, nothing. I get back about an hour later, half an hour after that the person in charge of the half of the plan that wasn't a place to do it in talks to me... on a video game. So, almost 10 hours after the plan was hatched, 3 hours after it should have happened, and 2 hours after I figured they canceled on me without saying a word, the co-planner begins talking to me, I'm already pissed at him by this point, and there's not even an apology.
I mean, seriously, you have me wait for 8 hours for a plan that uses my residence, and then cancel on me without telling me ANYTHING and then you don't even apologize afterward?
Worst part: This isn't the first time and it won't be the last. I wish I could blame it on substance abuse or -something- but this is how they normally are. Does no good for me to try and fix or train or... other operative words here them, because it just happens again a couple months later.
Anyway, been posting minor things at my dA page as I make them... I figure they don't technically belong here as they aren't furry oriented, know I could post them but... meh.
Hopefully I'll feel a bit better now that I've gotten to complain to... well.. air, since I think a whole two people will read this. xP Apologies for anyone who takes offense to that.
-TJ
Now ever have one of those days where you wish it were legal to stab someone?
Ever have them both in the same time frame? Welcome to my world. Not really an "OMG, DePrEsSiON EMO!" thing. I just happen to have local friends who treat me like an afterthought, a detail, and after so many years of sucking it up and taking it, it's started affecting me. I mean, honestly... here's an example.
A plan was hatched that would have started at 10 pm. The plan was laid down at 3 pm. 7 hours to call and inform me that they were cancelled. 10 pm rolls around, nothing, everything's still going down. 10:30, I start to wonder. 11pm, I take a walk because I'm pissed off, 8 hours to call until I left, nothing. I get back about an hour later, half an hour after that the person in charge of the half of the plan that wasn't a place to do it in talks to me... on a video game. So, almost 10 hours after the plan was hatched, 3 hours after it should have happened, and 2 hours after I figured they canceled on me without saying a word, the co-planner begins talking to me, I'm already pissed at him by this point, and there's not even an apology.
I mean, seriously, you have me wait for 8 hours for a plan that uses my residence, and then cancel on me without telling me ANYTHING and then you don't even apologize afterward?
Worst part: This isn't the first time and it won't be the last. I wish I could blame it on substance abuse or -something- but this is how they normally are. Does no good for me to try and fix or train or... other operative words here them, because it just happens again a couple months later.
Anyway, been posting minor things at my dA page as I make them... I figure they don't technically belong here as they aren't furry oriented, know I could post them but... meh.
Hopefully I'll feel a bit better now that I've gotten to complain to... well.. air, since I think a whole two people will read this. xP Apologies for anyone who takes offense to that.
-TJ
Kyshatra
~kyshatra
Several of my personalities read it; does that count as two? >:
