Projects: Ren'Ai, Artwork, Writing
13 years ago
A long time friend of mine nitzu (who has gone by numerous other names and I've been trying to get hir to settle on one!) is doing commissions at the moment. I don't normally pimp out other folks' commission spots, but I'm making an exception for this one because we're also working together off and on again on a "Ren'Ai" style project. That's the Japanese term for what is more or less a Visual Novel.
I've been working lately on getting some of Azazial's / My history down on paper (I wonder how long that phrase will stick around in the English language) which is a weeeeird feeling. I keep crying out of sheer nostalgia and sympathy for a self that... is myself but yet was experienced by another "myself". Poor me. Even in my dreamy idealized sex life so much tragedy! But then I, she, we pick ourselves up again and keep on moving forward.
I also feel apprehensive about actually writing down and sharing some of these pieces of me which are long buried and experienced by few others. The actual experiences were uniquely mine and can't be 'stolen' by others, but I somehow wonder and worry about my reaction to how I would view it if I saw someone trying to steal my character or my history or some other such thing. Ramble ramble rabble rabble.
So anyways, go check out nitzu's stuff and get a commish from hir. Shi is very friendly and needs money for foods and things. If the prices seem a bit much then negotiate or barter and don't forget that it takes at least few hours to draw and color a decent piece of artwork. Kay? Kay!
I've been working lately on getting some of Azazial's / My history down on paper (I wonder how long that phrase will stick around in the English language) which is a weeeeird feeling. I keep crying out of sheer nostalgia and sympathy for a self that... is myself but yet was experienced by another "myself". Poor me. Even in my dreamy idealized sex life so much tragedy! But then I, she, we pick ourselves up again and keep on moving forward.
I also feel apprehensive about actually writing down and sharing some of these pieces of me which are long buried and experienced by few others. The actual experiences were uniquely mine and can't be 'stolen' by others, but I somehow wonder and worry about my reaction to how I would view it if I saw someone trying to steal my character or my history or some other such thing. Ramble ramble rabble rabble.
So anyways, go check out nitzu's stuff and get a commish from hir. Shi is very friendly and needs money for foods and things. If the prices seem a bit much then negotiate or barter and don't forget that it takes at least few hours to draw and color a decent piece of artwork. Kay? Kay!