Okay i am depressed, feel alone, unloved, used, betrayed you name it. I just...I just want to give up. Just feeling like...No one really cares... Am i important to anyone...? Sigh... My head hurts... I think i just need some time away from everything... I have people in my heart whom that i love.... However the only person i ever think about that makes fell better is my wife however at the same time, it makes me sad...Because i know she is way out of my league... and i get scared that one day she will find that out... I love her so much, I'm so scared of losing her that i get jealous over trivial things. I over react to little things that shouldn't matter... sigh... I want to cry... To many voices... i wish they would go silent... just for a moment....