to those of you in the Ottawa area that I know well and you know me well I'm asking for help in cleaning up my apartment things have been gathering hear that people have dumped no longer wanted or have wanted repaired and not to expect me to charge. I have literally reached a point where I'm just crying looking at all this stuff and funny myself laughing at how much is accumulated had the same time. anyone willing to help me out it is your pretty help would be very much appreciated at this time I have no way to to pay you in cash for your help except maybe offer a hot meal and anytime you need help I'll be there too. I'm literally sitting here crying writing this because I feel so stupid better even asking for help and don't deserve it I don't even know if I'll keep this journal up