I must again say that I am sorry that I have not been around much in what seems like months. However my time is coming again soon. I should be getting back online in a week or two with high speed internet no less. I shall also have my laptop fixed by then since I have some money saved up.

I spent ALL fucking day fixing my brothers piece of shit computer which has only like 256 RAM. My whole family other then me all share the same computer in the living room. The problem is none of them have any damn clue how to take care of the damn thing or how to surf the web safely. The computer was so full of spyware and viruses that it could hardly function. So to save time I went ahead and fully reinstalled windows on the damn thing. I spent half the day running around town asking my friends for their copy of windows since I have my own key but no disc. And then I sat and stole my friends high speed while I installed all the updates and all the programs they wanted on the thing.

After I went through all the trouble of fixing the junky thing they tell me that they may have to wait until next month to get the high speed internet because they dont have the money for the modem and activation fees and such. I finnal have had it with waisting my time waiting for my family to get shit under control so I am buying EVERYTHING myself. Fixing my computer,fixing THEIR computer buying the modem and paying for the activation of services.

Sooo yaaay now all the money I had saved for jewelry materials and a really nice Wumpscut box set gets spent on other crap.

I had a fun weekend though. I am running a horror theme D&D game at the moment and I managed to give a player a panic attack from the stress and fear. I do not think I have anything else to work towards as a DM now. I have made players cry, swoon, laugh, scream, feel sick, given stories that still get told years later and I have given players nightmares. There seems to be nothing left to do as a Storyteller. I guess 7 years of running games has payed off. The way I look at it is getting a real emotional response from players is more important then all the treasure, killing of stuff, and so on. If they leave with memories that will stay with them then you have done your job.