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4 years... And still waiting to see reality of peace (Vent)
13 years ago
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9u6 Just waiting til I get a good Chirstmas and not getting my ass kicked all the time...
I'm having an awful day and from what that guy did sucker punched me and I have to move agaaaaaaaain. Its his fault for making do the unbearable shit he's done to us and he never kept his damn promise... I fucking hate this tumor, ever since May when my dad got fired from his job who were discovering and making another damn solution to take away his health insurance, and now I have to fight this bad situation now. I even cleared out my college funds just to keep the fucking house up! I have to go to church to chruch with my father to go through and raise funds to pay the utiliy bills! In order for me and my father to survive, we even had to steal food and I did got caught and yeah I faced the huge reality of the law but we have no choice all because of him... That damn Land lord, If he ruin our day, well then I'm gonna fight for my defance and I'll make sure his life would be ruin that his mind would psycologically have a break down.
I don't want to have more bull shit ever since 2008! Everytime... EVERY FUCKING TIME THE THINGS WERE CLEAR! I have to deal with a bunch of bull shit... This is why I'm getting sadder and showing out my true colors of what a Social phobic person I've become, this is why I noticed everyone I know is becoming distant because their is changes ever since one year that gone through...
I know I've been quiet all the time but I have no clue what to do, I wanted to be back into my old self, and I just wish my situation is gone, I just want it gone so bad that it will feel like I just jumped into a nice field of snow and seeing the pine trees illuminate with icy crystals that would be draining down, the sky would be shining a dusk orange and seeing the snow falling down towards the ground with the sound swallowed up to hear a quiet sound. But now I'm just been hit by a brick of corruption even on this fucking day. This is why I don't like the holidays, because all of this kind of situations is happening and I just want out of this and all I want to do is continue with my education and work I have to do to support the college, and hell this is my first year and now I can't drive thanks to this peanut sized fucker inside of me being a nuncence and I'm just shocked for my next semeister and I'm always like a rock to wait through a bunch of things and awaiting through a nice paradise in a slow fashion like if your climbing up rope...
I just can't believe that guy is trying to kick me out and he wants his damn money before the 26th, fucking greedy bastard... I'm going to have my revenge with the law, no matter what it takes... I will bear an iron fist from what he did. He made me into this, that greedy bastard, I hope he can have a terrible chirstmas tomarrow with a great mishap, and with the family... I just don't know I'll let the outcome take it.
I just wanted peace for a long time and I really wanted to be truly happy, not hiding it all the time... I want my head to feel better, and I want to try to do my best to see what I can do instead of hiding in the shadows of the house.
I'm having an awful day and from what that guy did sucker punched me and I have to move agaaaaaaaain. Its his fault for making do the unbearable shit he's done to us and he never kept his damn promise... I fucking hate this tumor, ever since May when my dad got fired from his job who were discovering and making another damn solution to take away his health insurance, and now I have to fight this bad situation now. I even cleared out my college funds just to keep the fucking house up! I have to go to church to chruch with my father to go through and raise funds to pay the utiliy bills! In order for me and my father to survive, we even had to steal food and I did got caught and yeah I faced the huge reality of the law but we have no choice all because of him... That damn Land lord, If he ruin our day, well then I'm gonna fight for my defance and I'll make sure his life would be ruin that his mind would psycologically have a break down.
I don't want to have more bull shit ever since 2008! Everytime... EVERY FUCKING TIME THE THINGS WERE CLEAR! I have to deal with a bunch of bull shit... This is why I'm getting sadder and showing out my true colors of what a Social phobic person I've become, this is why I noticed everyone I know is becoming distant because their is changes ever since one year that gone through...
I know I've been quiet all the time but I have no clue what to do, I wanted to be back into my old self, and I just wish my situation is gone, I just want it gone so bad that it will feel like I just jumped into a nice field of snow and seeing the pine trees illuminate with icy crystals that would be draining down, the sky would be shining a dusk orange and seeing the snow falling down towards the ground with the sound swallowed up to hear a quiet sound. But now I'm just been hit by a brick of corruption even on this fucking day. This is why I don't like the holidays, because all of this kind of situations is happening and I just want out of this and all I want to do is continue with my education and work I have to do to support the college, and hell this is my first year and now I can't drive thanks to this peanut sized fucker inside of me being a nuncence and I'm just shocked for my next semeister and I'm always like a rock to wait through a bunch of things and awaiting through a nice paradise in a slow fashion like if your climbing up rope...
I just can't believe that guy is trying to kick me out and he wants his damn money before the 26th, fucking greedy bastard... I'm going to have my revenge with the law, no matter what it takes... I will bear an iron fist from what he did. He made me into this, that greedy bastard, I hope he can have a terrible chirstmas tomarrow with a great mishap, and with the family... I just don't know I'll let the outcome take it.
I just wanted peace for a long time and I really wanted to be truly happy, not hiding it all the time... I want my head to feel better, and I want to try to do my best to see what I can do instead of hiding in the shadows of the house.
No matter if he's rich or in the same situation like you; The fact that you have a medical condition that requires funds that you haven't -should- be taken serious, not just "Meh, don't care gief money plz".
No hope for humanity. I really looked forward to the End of the World because of this fact, but I guess greed Will continue our lives untill the nuclear apocalypse.
And yes I understand that mecial condition I've been having but we even made a deal that something like falling behind on rent would happen due to my hospital visits and hell we even wrote on the deal and so I have to use the justice system to make sure this will never ever happen.
for me with the End of the World I'm just thinking to myself that wouldn't happen soon, it'll happen in about 10,000 something years because the sun is going out very soon.
He signed the deal... and he still does this? I'm beginning to wonder who really need to see the hospital about brains... no offence though. *cough*
Oh well. Things will hopefully turn out to your advantage.
And Merry Christmas!
Plus, I think it's about 6,5 billion years before the sun explodes. Before that happens, much will happen. Human stupidity has always shown it's worst sides, so nuclear apocalypse is one. Super Volcanoes, like Yellowstones, will errupt... and turn the world into a colder place. Or we might be invaded by aliens. The possibilities are quite numerous.
And of course, the sun would probably swallow Earth before reaching a critical amss.
BUT THAT, IS SCIENCE.
I agree with this.