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100% Rant Don't read,...it's just drama and I HATE it
17 years ago
Okay, I'm severly thinking of getting out of this god forsaken drama pit aka "furry". I just can't take it anymore. As of right now, there's some rumor about me spreading around in one big city, to which I ignore thankfully and it's subsiding so that many have forgotten about it. I've got a Headache, a Stomach ache, chills, and a 101 fever. It's annoying but yes I managed to go to class today finals are creaping up so stress if a VERY big factor.
Now.....I'm encountering problems because I want to go two events that happen at the same time. I try and keep my options open but one of the is a furry convention at Oklacon, the other is a furry meet up somewhere else for a full camping trip and fursuiting. I don't have a fursuit and won't by these times. It's unbelievable how when you tell someone you have something else you wanna go to that they figure 100% that you're NOT going to their meet. And then that makes me feel bad, but.....others want me to go to the other event.
To put ontop of all this is the fact of relationships. I broke up with this guy, but I still love him. There's just some things about him, that won't change, that I honestly don't want to deal with. That doesn't change anything about his personality nor that I honestly love him. I can still love someone and not be his boyfriend, and if we both want to be together as fuck buddies let us be...... I'm tired of getting the back end of the stick and always getting 'harped' on by a bunch drama critics that need to just be quiet and let things roll.'
Which brings me back to my original post. I'm severly thinking about getting out of this furry, removing myself from mainstream and going back to my regular world, where I can't express interest in males, anime, or anything furry. Where to do so is social suicide and execution. Do I want to do this NO! HELL NO!!! FUCK NO!!!! EXTREME NO!!!!! I like having friends to associate with and talk about things I enjoy. But its getting to be a fucking hastel to just nod and say whatever. It's leaving me clenching my teeth and balling my fists.
I honestly don't know what to do, what I should do, what I want to do, what my anger tells me to do. At this point.....I just don't care anymore I just want it to stop.
Kody, The White Cougar
Now.....I'm encountering problems because I want to go two events that happen at the same time. I try and keep my options open but one of the is a furry convention at Oklacon, the other is a furry meet up somewhere else for a full camping trip and fursuiting. I don't have a fursuit and won't by these times. It's unbelievable how when you tell someone you have something else you wanna go to that they figure 100% that you're NOT going to their meet. And then that makes me feel bad, but.....others want me to go to the other event.
To put ontop of all this is the fact of relationships. I broke up with this guy, but I still love him. There's just some things about him, that won't change, that I honestly don't want to deal with. That doesn't change anything about his personality nor that I honestly love him. I can still love someone and not be his boyfriend, and if we both want to be together as fuck buddies let us be...... I'm tired of getting the back end of the stick and always getting 'harped' on by a bunch drama critics that need to just be quiet and let things roll.'
Which brings me back to my original post. I'm severly thinking about getting out of this furry, removing myself from mainstream and going back to my regular world, where I can't express interest in males, anime, or anything furry. Where to do so is social suicide and execution. Do I want to do this NO! HELL NO!!! FUCK NO!!!! EXTREME NO!!!!! I like having friends to associate with and talk about things I enjoy. But its getting to be a fucking hastel to just nod and say whatever. It's leaving me clenching my teeth and balling my fists.
I honestly don't know what to do, what I should do, what I want to do, what my anger tells me to do. At this point.....I just don't care anymore I just want it to stop.
Kody, The White Cougar
DO what you wish mate. in that i mean, don't let others try to make you feel like shit because you aren't doing this or that. its your life, you make your own choices, and if they can't handle that, thats their problem, don't let it become yours.
if you do decide to leave FA or the furry world, Know that you'll be missed. but I really don't think tha tyou should let the silly drama of others force you from anything you love, like, or hold a great interest in.
Rock on mate, and good luck with them finals!
DO what you wish mate. in that i mean, don't let others try to make you feel like shit because you aren't doing this or that. its your life, you make your own choices, and if they can't handle that, thats their problem, don't let it become yours.
if you do decide to leave FA or the furry world, Know that you'll be missed. but I really don't think tha tyou should let the silly drama of others force you from anything you love, like, or hold a great interest in.
Rock on mate, and good luck with them finals!