Well its 2am and I'm sitting up nervously waiting to get up and go to the hospital with my mother. :/
Today she's suppose have heart surgery this morrning and I'm really worked up over it. Everyone keeps saying she's going to be fine and I am trying to believe that but there's always something in the back of my mind that makes me think something bad is going to happen.
:/ ugh...
I just needed to vent slightly.. I hope everything goes well..