Im posting this knowing im probably not going to get a response but yeah. My Christmas left me in shock practically all that i feared that would go wrong did. First i got no presents at all from anyone ever though every single person got big expensive gifts like tablets and all i got was a bag of candy that wasn't even mine Dx. Next every person i asked for help for padding for a Christmas c out ended up having something happen to them that prevented me from cubbing out or getting padding. I haven’t worth in 4 months now and my ocd is driving me bonkers. Next i got promised a blizzard that was predicted a week in advanced. all of this would have been negated by the blizzard had it Happened but lone behold i got less than a inch of snow and the blizzard went 60 miles to the south west of us. I should be upset about this next part but wtf im getting sick of everyone telling me im sorry i wish i could help. I just want one person who will hug me and give me kind words of encouragement instead of im sorry i wish i could do something Dx

*breathes deeply and sighs* If i could find just one person who is willing to loan me padding and ill return the favour i would be a happy cub. But it seems like every time i make the deal i get short stick and the person falls through on their side

anyway excuse my rants all of you have a nice day *hugs all of you*