You know, having someone treat you like shit, tell you how to run your relationship, disrespect you for just trying to be there when you are deeply sorry for not being there everyday...I don't know I feel like crap, I been like that all day and it is building up and right towards late tonight I wanted to cry for what happened... I don't know why I made this, it might just be for the fact it will help me get my own feelings out and hopefully sleep tonight...anyways I am heading to bed