This sucks. I don't want to write an emo journal but I thought I should at least let you know that I won't be able to comment that much. Not because I am away, but because I'm in a mood I don't really want to write a comment. I am afraid I will only write some stupid things and rant about things and be maybe offensive. I'm a prick in such a mood and don't want to insult anyone.

Hmm, so yeah, I need some time to think. I really had some kind of breakdown two days ago. I hadn't slept for over 36 hours. And I really don't talk about some childish "My classmates hate me"-problems. I am talking about real problems, problems concerning my whole life and future. Being what I am and living where I live, I have not many possibilities and chances in life and when I fail at the few chances I get, I'm screwed.

Three times I tried to achieve the same goal and it seems like I failed also the third time.

Anyway, I'm off for awhile. I may or may not drop by again at the weekend.
In the meantime I work a bit more on my pic, it's quiet relaxing and I can think about some stuff while doing it.

This also means I will delay the coms I'm working on. But not for long.