I'm a pretty firm believer in not getting so positive about today. I don't believe that all your life's worries will just disappear with one tick of the clock, or some glowing orb sliding down a pole like some nasty stripper. 2012 was a pretty shit year for me though, I can't deny. From day one it was drama and bullshit and it never let up, and it seemed whenever anything did go right there was always a catch. I didn't even really have anyone I could talk to about all the shit that was going down. 2013 I expect nothing different in. I finally got a new car, but it needs a lot of work to make me feel safe driving it, and apparently it's ungodly hard to find parts for L200s. I haven't even gotten it inspected yet. It's got an appointment for Friday, and I'm a nervous wreck cause I don't know what they'll find wrong with it and I don't have a lot of money laying around which is my other burden to carry over. I'm looking at my cash flow and the ridiculous amount of handouts my mother gives to my scumbag half siblings and I can't help but wonder if we're gonna be able to keep this roof over our heads.

So yeah, 2012 sucked but it's all just gonna transfer anyway so the hype for 2013 is lost on me. Its more like I survived the onslaught of 2012, I'm barely standing back up all bloody and bruised, and I see 2013 standing there ready to strike, and all I have to say is bring it on, I'm use to the pain.