As the year passes we all struggle to get by, and now in the final moments of 2012 I contemplate if I spent this past year wisely. I realized that I've made some really bad mistakes, and received the worst news of my life. Meaning I spent almost half of the year grieving. It seams that every year, be it due to health problems, my own laziness or something that just is monumentally horrible, I don't seem to be able to move ahead like I want to. Growing up I had plans to be out of college, have a wonderful job, be married and even have a kid at this age. I have none of these.


I've had some fun, seen a lot of things. I have a rather eclectic skill set that seems to get me no where and my motivation for anything has gone down the drain. 2012 came and went seemingly without me. Leaving me behind with wishes of doing better.

So lets hope that in 2013, that happens. Happy New year everyone. May it be the best one yet.