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Starting the New Year of 2013
13 years ago
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Commission account battyarts
I've done a lot of things last year, sooo many new and wonderful things. I feel I have grown so much in such a short time, even though it didn't feel short at all xD I worked my ass off last year and it really did pay off, I feel so good. Now this year I will work harder and get closer and closer to my life goals every day!!
My resolution for last year: To be honest and voice my feelings and thoughts.
I did not do such a great job at it, but I did do better than I had in my life, so in a way I was successful last year ^^ I do feel very proud of myself that I was able to tell people my true feelings. It's very hard for me to do that, and most people don't understand that, but I usually keep my thoughts to myself and never tell people anything fearing bad things will happen if I do, but with that mindset nothing really good will happen either =/ So last year I tried my best to take one brick out of my wall at a time; in the scheme of things I haven't removed very many bricks and sometimes I even put some back, but I did do some damage to that wall inside my head, hopefully this year I can take a sledgehammer to it instead of a chisel. (lol 30 mins later, heavy hammers are my fave weapons xDD)
My resolution for 2013: To be the best me that I can possibly be.
In this year I will be the true me that has hide inside for so long, sometimes parts of her would come out, but not all. I've been so afraid my whole life, living in fear that the me inside will not be accepted; I know I am not the only one who feels this way, but mine is probably the oddest; I have no secret fetish or deep dark secret, the me inside is just like everyone else, it's just my true feelings and thoughts about the world. I hope I can share them with everyone and my friends. I am not such a thoughtful person inside and I am also very anal and harsh, but also inside I have been holding back my love for people as well, some people do not know how much I truly love them and I am sad that they do not. This year I want everyone to see the real me for all who I am. I am going to do what's best for me and not live in fear of mistakes or negative consequences anymore.
My resolution for last year: To be honest and voice my feelings and thoughts.
I did not do such a great job at it, but I did do better than I had in my life, so in a way I was successful last year ^^ I do feel very proud of myself that I was able to tell people my true feelings. It's very hard for me to do that, and most people don't understand that, but I usually keep my thoughts to myself and never tell people anything fearing bad things will happen if I do, but with that mindset nothing really good will happen either =/ So last year I tried my best to take one brick out of my wall at a time; in the scheme of things I haven't removed very many bricks and sometimes I even put some back, but I did do some damage to that wall inside my head, hopefully this year I can take a sledgehammer to it instead of a chisel. (lol 30 mins later, heavy hammers are my fave weapons xDD)
My resolution for 2013: To be the best me that I can possibly be.
In this year I will be the true me that has hide inside for so long, sometimes parts of her would come out, but not all. I've been so afraid my whole life, living in fear that the me inside will not be accepted; I know I am not the only one who feels this way, but mine is probably the oddest; I have no secret fetish or deep dark secret, the me inside is just like everyone else, it's just my true feelings and thoughts about the world. I hope I can share them with everyone and my friends. I am not such a thoughtful person inside and I am also very anal and harsh, but also inside I have been holding back my love for people as well, some people do not know how much I truly love them and I am sad that they do not. This year I want everyone to see the real me for all who I am. I am going to do what's best for me and not live in fear of mistakes or negative consequences anymore.
