Surgery is in 2 months... Double incision top surgery and full hysterectomy February 27th.. Excited yet depression and dysphoria will still be around ..and now I have to decide between metoidioplasty and phalloplasty and theres no one I can talk to about it besides my surgeon ..No one should deal with these struggles and stresses at this age.. no one understands the thoughts going through my mind.. I just need help and comfort.. people who know what they are talking about when it comes to this topic ..it also doesn't help that I'm too skinny for phallo.. so it'll be my mom being the donor...