So it's been about two days since my girlfriend left me for a close friend of ours. As I said before, I'm not mad at either of them, strangely enough.

So I hung out with them today, just playing games and such, nothing serious. I didn't feel to awkward, as one might expect. But then my friend had to go to work, and my Ex and I went to go hang at the School commons.

While I was waiting for her, she confessed to me that she still loved me. And as she went into detail, she said that she had felt pressured to pick either me or him on New Years Eve, and she had chosen him. And as she now says it, she says she LOVES me, but she WANTS him. She's confused as to what to do.

And so am I. I mean, I want to be excited at the prospect of getting her back, but I don't wanna get my hopes up. I also don't want our friend to feel hurt, and like never wanna see us again. I mean, I know he drinks and smokes, but when he's sober, he's a cool friend.

I don't wanna see him OR her get hurt...

I'm so confused....