Mourning.
13 years ago
Umm.
I might not be on much for a while.
I just lost a good friend of both mine and my boyfriend's (and basically his entire family)
She got into a horrible car accident last night, at around 11pm, and died immediately
The other driver lost control of his car, while speeding, and slammed into her, sending her car flipping over the rail, and into the median...
I just found out from my boyfriend, not even 3 hours ago...
damn, this just feels so surreal
we JUST spent new years with her, playing apples to apples, and having a good time
that was only three nights ago... and she spent the night with us, too...
like, I can still hear her voice in the back of my head... her laughter...
there'll be no more road trips... no more just spending time with her, out late...
she was the ONLY ONE of my bf's friends that liked me enough to fight for me
she wanted us to be together, because she knew we made each other happy
she was an artist just like me
on the inside, her personality was very similar to mine
and I knew she actually liked me
but now she's gone....
I apologize if I have flipped out on you recently,
but I am really just not in a good place right now.
I wasn't as connected to her as my bf, but I still feel like crying...
my mom just pulled up images of the wreck, and both cars were completely mangled...
eh.
Now, all that's left, is to attend her funeral, whenever that will be...
this has already been a great start to the new year.
-Ali
I might not be on much for a while.
I just lost a good friend of both mine and my boyfriend's (and basically his entire family)
She got into a horrible car accident last night, at around 11pm, and died immediately
The other driver lost control of his car, while speeding, and slammed into her, sending her car flipping over the rail, and into the median...
I just found out from my boyfriend, not even 3 hours ago...
damn, this just feels so surreal
we JUST spent new years with her, playing apples to apples, and having a good time
that was only three nights ago... and she spent the night with us, too...
like, I can still hear her voice in the back of my head... her laughter...
there'll be no more road trips... no more just spending time with her, out late...
she was the ONLY ONE of my bf's friends that liked me enough to fight for me
she wanted us to be together, because she knew we made each other happy
she was an artist just like me
on the inside, her personality was very similar to mine
and I knew she actually liked me
but now she's gone....
I apologize if I have flipped out on you recently,
but I am really just not in a good place right now.
I wasn't as connected to her as my bf, but I still feel like crying...
my mom just pulled up images of the wreck, and both cars were completely mangled...
eh.
Now, all that's left, is to attend her funeral, whenever that will be...
this has already been a great start to the new year.
-Ali
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I'm really sorry, Ali. I've been through similar things, and there's never any words that can help. I hope that you and you boyfriend can help console each other in your loss. I hope things get better, soon.
Did the other driver survive? Seriously, people have got to learn to slow down. People like to think that speeding will save you a couple minutes here or there, but in the end, it can cost you or someone else their life. It's terrible.