Well, in less than a week, I'm moving to Calgary for a summer course down at the Alberta College of Art and Design, and honestly, I'm pretty scared. I only know one person in Calgary, and he's like super busy trying to get into Technical School or something (damn engineers). Not to mention I'm going to be broke as hell. I said goodbye to one of my friends yesterday. You never really know how much you love someone until you say goodbye.

Well, I finally graduated my paranoid loner self out of high school, went to the ceremony and shit, was pretty boring since I didn't really know anyone. For the Grand March (where grads walk down with dates and shit in suits and dresses) I went down with said friend from above. She had entirely blue hair, I have a blue streak in my hair (taken as school spirit), we were both in suits (mine was pinstripe with a purple vest). We got introduced not as dates (cuz eww girls) but as Arch Nemesis.

We are the coolest kids in school.
Err... were for me.

Emotionally, I'm still pretty fucking shitty, I'm paranoid, depressive, compulsive (I took a handful of pills without barely even noticing it), all that lame shit that makes people wonder why I'm still alive.

... I can't wait to get the fuck out of this town, but I'm really gonna miss my friends. They were the only people I could trust, and thats including my parents.
If you read this, ILU <3