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Death [a rememberance and a message]
13 years ago
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The header goes here, Heeeaaaads Shoulderskneesandtoes! Kneesandtoekneesandtoes!
I have been studying up on the furs we have lost in the past number of years with
Ainoko's post here : https://www.furaffinity.net/journal/4205165/
Almost sounding like they are "subjects", but they are not.
Its really upsetting not understanding the feelings i get while going through various people's profiles who have passed away.
These were real people, with real talents and real lives. I feel sad for those who have commented saying
"Happy New Year", "Merry Christmas", "We Miss You"
But not knowing the person leaves me blank inside. Upon going through galleries and reading the profiles
I did feel a sense of connection, but the feelings others feel when they have lost someone is new to me... in a way.
The only person close to me i ever lost was an infant during my childhood. I miss her.
After hours of sad music and photos and comments i just now am about to cry writing that last couple sentences.
An image runs through my head as i think of my baby sister i never really knew but always felt.
Then putting everything together i ask myself in curiosity.
If i were to die, would people notice? Would i get comments? or be remembered? Would they even know?
Then i think, i would, by the people who matter.
And the people i know and love, if they ever passed away and i didn't find out until later.
i could never predict my reaction.
No one could ever say anything that could make it right.
They were there, and all of a sudden, they are not. It gives me chills.
I wouldn't be able to control myself, i may even go completely insane.
.
.
.
.
I may not know you, or why you read this, but deep down inside, I Love You, just the way you are.
Everyone deserves to be love and remembered, whether we know them or not.
My emotions can be a little lost,
but with a little light i can find them like i do now. I love and feel for every person, fur or not, and every living thing on Earth. Everyday life causes walls to be put up and when we lose something it hurts, we just forget where.
Thank YOU for reading this. and know, if ever need be, I love YOU. YOU reading this right now, i may never meet you, or know who you are, or make a ceremony for your passing, but YOU are loved, and WILL be remembered by the people most important in your life.
Until the time we must say goodbye, Love others, Love yourself, and know that a goodbye does not mean forget.
Ainoko's post here : https://www.furaffinity.net/journal/4205165/
Almost sounding like they are "subjects", but they are not.
Its really upsetting not understanding the feelings i get while going through various people's profiles who have passed away.
These were real people, with real talents and real lives. I feel sad for those who have commented saying
"Happy New Year", "Merry Christmas", "We Miss You"
But not knowing the person leaves me blank inside. Upon going through galleries and reading the profiles
I did feel a sense of connection, but the feelings others feel when they have lost someone is new to me... in a way.
The only person close to me i ever lost was an infant during my childhood. I miss her.
After hours of sad music and photos and comments i just now am about to cry writing that last couple sentences.
An image runs through my head as i think of my baby sister i never really knew but always felt.
Then putting everything together i ask myself in curiosity.
If i were to die, would people notice? Would i get comments? or be remembered? Would they even know?
Then i think, i would, by the people who matter.
And the people i know and love, if they ever passed away and i didn't find out until later.
i could never predict my reaction.
No one could ever say anything that could make it right.
They were there, and all of a sudden, they are not. It gives me chills.
I wouldn't be able to control myself, i may even go completely insane.
.
.
.
.
I may not know you, or why you read this, but deep down inside, I Love You, just the way you are.
Everyone deserves to be love and remembered, whether we know them or not.
My emotions can be a little lost,
but with a little light i can find them like i do now. I love and feel for every person, fur or not, and every living thing on Earth. Everyday life causes walls to be put up and when we lose something it hurts, we just forget where.
Thank YOU for reading this. and know, if ever need be, I love YOU. YOU reading this right now, i may never meet you, or know who you are, or make a ceremony for your passing, but YOU are loved, and WILL be remembered by the people most important in your life.
Until the time we must say goodbye, Love others, Love yourself, and know that a goodbye does not mean forget.
