<sigh>. Sometimes, I just feel totally worthless. Why do I even bother? I look at my life: I work at McDonalds. I owe over $2000 to various places. I'm basically living for the next several months simply to keep on living. It just seems like a waste! Why should I take up the world's resources just to keep my head above the water? For the next 5 or 6 months +, all the money I earn will go directly to other sources. I will have no money for anything nice for myself. No eating out, no buying games, or clothes, or things for *me*. What is the point of slaving away just to give everything I work for away?

I feel like I'm just taking up space. My roomates are constantly pissed off at me for this or that or the other thing that I did wrong or forgot to do. My PChat seems to be dying once again, and the only time it has activity is when I actively encourage it, and even then it sometimes seems like the artists are reluctant, so I feel like I'm forcing them to do something they don't really want to do.

My bike was stolen last week, and one of my roomates is talking about kicking me out. I would like to go out and try to make exstra money, but I don't know how... I have no marketable skills' I can't draw, write, or really do much of anything, I just... I don't know. I don't even know if this rant is helpming me, I need sleep or something. Peace.