Changes from now and then(ignore this if your too bored))
13 years ago
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Oh look a Ranting journal,
I'll Just Keep This Short and Simple.
I wont be Active here anymore..my stale works arent worth of all Of Your attentions..
Besides theres Nothing new In My Stuff.
Mediocre artists like Me should Go Anyway.
I'll Just Keep This Short and Simple.
I wont be Active here anymore..my stale works arent worth of all Of Your attentions..
Besides theres Nothing new In My Stuff.
Mediocre artists like Me should Go Anyway.
FA+

It was a big mistake of me to compare my skills to them, knowing that their level is higher than mine..it's there are moments i feel really down..
but i guess i should man up and understand that every commit's mistakes..and having their own flaws
i guess i'm still at that point of improvements still..it's just the constant stuff i do is wearing me out..
i just have a big thirst for learning many things..
People, really, GET OVER IT. Whether it's drama, depression, hardships, or even illnesses, it WILL pass. No need to flip out and ragequit over it. At the very least take a break and come back when you're feeling better, but don't go all melodramatic on everyone.
Tough love: gotta love/hate it~
But telling me this..thank you for reminding that big detail. whatever the drama, big or small..people don't really give a damn about it..in some cases.
Hiatus can be a good idea as you said..it would help..
I dont recall you Asking Me To chat And stuff..
I truly hope that you reverse your decision and decide to remain active. Your skills should not be allowed to go to waste. Take care, and best of life to you, whatever you choose to do.
your right..i have to keep moving forward..
..and it did hit me hard..i knew that someday it'd happen to me..
the artistic community is very..nerve-wrecking and hard..but yeah..as what you said..
i wouldn't blind myself of my insecurities.
Sure you have doubts about your skill but its not bad TT.TT mine is much much worse xD
Short and sweet, please don't go. Another great artist will quit over something?
What happened? If someone said your art was bad, or say someone IRL gave you crap about it then none of them know what their talking about. Your work is fantastic; maybe you just need a spontaneous idea to draw, perhaps It's just a artist block?
Nothing to quit over
..i won't go away forever.. :) im sorry if i really made it sound that way..
i just needed some long time off to think about the stuffs, but thank you..i won't quit..i won't stop..i'll keep this and what the other's say as a motivation for me to do more..my best.
and accepting critiques
i just need some long time for myself to relax and clear up my mind..
True..art is to express not to impress. *nods* thank you..
What I'm going to say is this: If you're gonna leave, don't do it out of something like thinking that your art is mediocre. Your art is really good. It only becomes 'mediocre' if you think it is. If you leave, do so thinking 'I'm out, bitches. That's right! I'm depriving you of my awesomeness'. Don't you ever think you're not good as an artist
but you have a point there..i was too blinded from my expectations and insecurities of myself..
it's just i need critical feedback from other people..wether i need to improve more or what..it may sound selfish or what..but it's just something i need as an artist too..
but yeah..i just need some long time break for myself to think clearly..
"draw To express , not To express". I Just have Those moments of weaknesses in most times Ya know? Sometimes it can't be helped..
Instead of saying: Imma quit go back, I hate myself, be a dude and admit what you want instead of calling it like this, this is called attentionwhoring it up to above and beyond, lawl, stop feelin sorry for yourself and maybe practice more so you WONT be a medicore artist if that is what you mean.
Your Right, i was Blinded and Expected Too Much..:)
I'll Take note Of That.
yes comments like "very cool" , "Oh hey that's awesome! good job" is nice to hear..
i just need something that points out on the flaws that i often don't see it myself..that's why i need the help of others and people like you to tell me to those things..
i'm not trying to demand it over...i'm just asking.. that's all.
GOOD LUCK SAN!
but hearing others say that i have changed alot..
i won't leave forever..i just need some long break for myself..
But sometimes maybe people just don't feel up to trying to search for a flaw to be rude. And when they can't, you can say how awesome it is, who's gonna say otherwise? X3
I just don't want myself to be overconfident at the same time..because if i did that. my pride would go up..making myself very..hard to listen to critics of that happened.
That a normal thing to have doubts about your art, every artists have this feeling sometimes !
Don't compare yourself at other artist. You have your own unique style and that your strength ! You just need to practice a lot and never give up !
Right now, I think you need a bigggggg break. And come back with a fresh mind *give you a strong hugs* <3333
i just don't get enough feedback wether i need to work on my flaws and other things..it's just something from an artist as myself..
and yeah...comparing myself could just make me more depressed..like what happened..and thank you if you thought of me that way.. >w< it's really nice of you to say..
Thank you very much.. <3 Very. *hugs back*