There is so much shit I gotta do and that's dumb.

I just want to sit around and draw Glamfur and watch Criminal Minds until I pass out but I gotta do actual responsible shit like load the dishwasher and sweep and do graphic design work for my job.

Okay but more to the point: I am super unsure about my art lately. Like, I don't hate it, I just don't really feel too awesome about it. I feel like it's really boring and flat and WHY BOTHER about it, especially when it comes to finishing anything. I am trying to learn to paint digitally, but I legit have no idea where to start. It's awful and it takes forever for me and I just don't have the time to teach myself, which is dumb because I don't just want to do cell shading for the rest of my life.

Also, only my adoptables get attention lately, which is kind of a bummer because it makes me not want to post original art, or even finish commissions because I feel like my art is kind of ass right now. I feel like a wad for complaining and I'm glad my adoptables do well, because I lovelovelove character design, but it's really sapping my creativity for anything else. Like, I'm looking at all of my digital stuff lately and feeling hells of MEH about it.

IDK, just venting and I guess explaining why I've been really hesitant to finish my commissions.

=w= this is probably coming off as a cry for butt-pats about my art, because it sort of is. I might as well be honest about my need for validation; abloo bloo.