well lets start off with some good stuff shall we. well Kotoricon was a lot of fun, I had fun time being with me friends and cosplayi g with everyone and having a good time. we had our up and we had our downs. it was a lot of fun doing photo shoots. even is my mood was going up and down cause of lack of coffee. x.x I was beat like really beat the whole day. x.x



But after Kotoricon was over things just went down hill. I don't know why I'm feeling this way but I am. I'm feeling sad for no reason when i should be feeling happy. idk maybe because I'm bored or I have nothing else to do I really don't know. I tried working on cosplay but at this point everything at a standstill for now.



I try to look forward to things but sometimes I feel like I'm not good enough and yes I do have a problem asking for help or if I want to role play. I don't know why I don't like asking anyone cause, I feel like a bother to everyone. so I just keep to myself and suffer. maybe that one of the reason why I get upset. cause I'm mostly mad at myself for doing this.



now for my cosplay list. *sighs* I feel weird saying this



Paine

Capricorn

May

Lumpy space princess

Terezi

Mituna

Zoro

Law

Neptune

raver Sailor V

I'm working on



yea, I'm just ranting a bit don't mind me.