Have you ever felt like you thought you had real friends then they pretty much stop talking to you? I have had that happen with more then a couple groups of friends I thought I could count on. So much has happen that I need to spend time with friends yet I feel like I don't have any anymore. All I do everyday is work 2 jobs, take care of the kids, take care of the mate, maybe if I am lucky get sleep and try not to stress. If there are people who give a damn and are my friends please let me know your still out there and care. I feel like I have no family no pack no real me. I feel like I am losing my furry side. My excitement of being a furry slowly feels like it falls from my heart the more depressed I get.