Well i didn't posted a journal in a long time.....and it sucks but i'm out of inspiration, motivation and or mood to draw anything....i hate it.....but this year started like a crap, and really i don't have mood or hopes for myself or anything i do...so the requests i said i would to to people would be paused for an undeterminated time.....until i get the ideas or the insipration to do something..... either way i don't think much people will care or say something of this....but well thats the facts how the things work for me, and i'm seriously thinking of leavig fa and stop drawing...either way, i won't be aqble to fullfil my dream....