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this shows my pain

13 years ago

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=AnXo.....s_digest-vrecs

watching this made me cry from loneliness, i just want a fur close to me to hug and love
but there is no one to love me and i am close to crying at night

60 Comments

Damion_Wolfycub ~damionwolfycub

Fursuiter

13 years ago

awrawr, dun cry bubby :(

Zekromsta ~zekromsta

Fursuiter

13 years ago

its hard damion, even if i hide it well, you can still tell im hurting
it gets worse each day i have no one here with me

Damion_Wolfycub ~damionwolfycub

Fursuiter

13 years ago

*flies to Australia*

Zekromsta ~zekromsta

Fursuiter

13 years ago

*smiles softly*
if only it were that simple

Damion_Wolfycub ~damionwolfycub

Fursuiter

13 years ago

I know... :/

*huggles*

Zekromsta ~zekromsta

Fursuiter

13 years ago

*huggles back*
and with now being single again its worse

Damion_Wolfycub ~damionwolfycub

Fursuiter

13 years ago

I sowwies... I wish I could help, but I dun have any idea of even how to?

Zekromsta ~zekromsta

Fursuiter

13 years ago

*pets you*
its alright, you did your best

uriyuki ~uriyuki

Tusky

13 years ago

**wishes i could cuddle you for real, sharing pain, yet somehow being great because i know i'd feel tons of love**

Zekromsta ~zekromsta

Fursuiter

13 years ago

uri.....
thank you

uriyuki ~uriyuki

Tusky

13 years ago

**nuzzles** i'd get on a plane right now if i had the money and resources, but I still want you to know that you're consuming my thoughts ^////w////^

Zekromsta ~zekromsta

Fursuiter

13 years ago

uri.......thank you

uriyuki ~uriyuki

Tusky

13 years ago

no problem hun

Zekromsta ~zekromsta

Fursuiter

13 years ago

no really

uriyuki ~uriyuki

Tusky

13 years ago

really no problem

Zekromsta ~zekromsta

Fursuiter

13 years ago

*snugs*

uriyuki ~uriyuki

Tusky

13 years ago

**snugs back with love** ^//^

Zekromsta ~zekromsta

Fursuiter

13 years ago

i already feel better

uriyuki ~uriyuki

Tusky

13 years ago

**smiles** i'm glad you do

Zekromsta ~zekromsta

Fursuiter

13 years ago

heh

vulkipsin ~vulkipsin

A fox that draws stuff

13 years ago

I really wish we could meet each other in real life just so that we'd be able to hug each other tight and drive each others' loneliness away. *Hugs you tight, knowing how you feel all too well.*

Zekromsta ~zekromsta

Fursuiter

13 years ago

vulky *hugs back, warmed by your embrace*
thanks hun

vulkipsin ~vulkipsin

A fox that draws stuff

13 years ago

Sorry that these lines of text are all I can offer, Volt.

Zekromsta ~zekromsta

Fursuiter

13 years ago

they keep me going

vulkipsin ~vulkipsin

A fox that draws stuff

13 years ago

I'm glad they can help you through, sweetness. *holds you closer and snuggles you*

Zekromsta ~zekromsta

Fursuiter

13 years ago

*snuggles back* i love you

vulkipsin ~vulkipsin

A fox that draws stuff

13 years ago

*smiles* I luvvoo too.

Zekromsta ~zekromsta

Fursuiter

13 years ago

*smiles* you know, you're the reason im still going vulky
your love keeps me from crying each night

vulkipsin ~vulkipsin

A fox that draws stuff

13 years ago

*caresses your face with my paw* My deepest wish is to see you happy. It makes me so happy that my love can give you such comfort.

Zekromsta ~zekromsta

Fursuiter

13 years ago

*hugs you close* its all i have right now as a fur

vulkipsin ~vulkipsin

A fox that draws stuff

13 years ago

*snuggles you happily* Well, if that's how you see it, then look forward to so much more than just this in your furry future! =^w^=

Zekromsta ~zekromsta

Fursuiter

13 years ago

thats all i ask for from you vulky
love for me *snugs*

vulkipsin ~vulkipsin

A fox that draws stuff

13 years ago

I'll give you as much as I can volt =^w^=
And I'm sure others will as well. Then you woulnt feel so lonely anymore.

Zekromsta ~zekromsta

Fursuiter

13 years ago

i hope so, but my bed is lonely and its cold like this

vulkipsin ~vulkipsin

A fox that draws stuff

13 years ago

A lot of our beds are chilly and lonesome around this time. That's why we put on more blankets and snuggle our pillows more; to warm ourselves up and take our minds off the loneliness.

Zekromsta ~zekromsta

Fursuiter

13 years ago

its hard for me, i havent been a fur for even 6 months and i have found no one in a 100km radius of me who is a fur

vulkipsin ~vulkipsin

A fox that draws stuff

13 years ago

Strange. Keep looking about and talking to people. Like you said, you haven't been a fur for very long. There's still a lot for you to experience. I'm sure you'll find someone nearby. I'll be right here with you 'till you do.