I didn't expect so many people to come and comfort me with comments. You're just too amazing. Its a new day and I feel alittle better. The pain is till fresh and I have a kitty shaped hole in my heart. I had to wake up at the crack of dawn to take him in his shoe box and bury him. I marked his grave with a plastic toy sword he always chewed on.

If anyone wants to talk just note me or ask for my skype.