thanks to Cani and  Kiuro i have fixed my computer. Cani showed me how to do a system reboot and gave me his sai to use. I want to thank kuiro for reading all my journals and trying his best to help me out, he's been a very good friend for a while now and plan on making him something very special when i feel up to drawing again. if you are not watching him please do so right now, he's a good artist and a great friend, he makes wonderful scarves, hats, plushies, and pillows on his other account which can be found on my page. Thank you all for trying to help me with my computer, i have reported the griefer that was commenting on my recent journals and hopefully will not see him again anytime soon.