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To whomever
12 years ago
If you are going to read this, listen to this song while doing so! http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=VWLevReSUHI
This is irrelevant, but to whomever it may concern... I recently made my move to Denver Colorado. The reason being was I was "laid off" my last shit hole of a job. So I decided it was time to move to Denver Metro. (after all it was a promise I made to myself after graduating high school. So I moved here at the end part of October 2012. Sweet no job but hey, I was no longer in a dump of a home. I finally made my way into getting a job at a local Audi dealership. After all I am passionate about Audi brand. After that I decided I would be open about my furry side. I started meeting up with whichever furs I could. Eventually that brought me into going to meets. I stumbled into a group of fun loving extraordinary people. Now back home I had my "family" of friends. However I had yet to find my "family" of friends here... I think I may have however.. I barely know a few of you. However there is a intertwining force between most of you, you are close, real close. You practically could bleed each others blood. This is a comforting feeling for someone who is in this new strange place that is odd, yet familiar at the same time. I have come to know a few of you better than others. For this I say thank you for your time and patience with trying to get to know me! I appreciate it since I am out of place. After all I grew up in the "sticks".. I will open up to a few of you if need be, if I ever fall back under that dark depression sitting over my head.. Up now I didn't even know what depression was... I had been a blind sufferer.. Never knew it. My only medicine was music. Now I have people. I am pulling out of this new found depression slowly, however it has a hold of my ankle, its slender hands trying to pull me back under. (I know I said depression above, its an all around feeling). I may only be 19 years of age. However people take a look at me and ask if I am really 19. People can see my experiences in my eyes, I have been through more than allot of people will give me credit for. I am often asked how do I cope with life. Music is my way of coping.. I will not turn to substances, I was taught to be strong! Taught to never give up! This is exactly what I am going to do!
Thanks to all of you guys who made this journal possible (you may or may not know who you are)
If anyone out there is feeling weak, or needs someone to talk to, or just a friend. I can be it.
Kristofor The SPL Dragon
P.S. This is the biggest piece of writing I may ever do. It is rare for me to put down so many thoughts on to paper.... After all, I have no business or talent for writing.
This is irrelevant, but to whomever it may concern... I recently made my move to Denver Colorado. The reason being was I was "laid off" my last shit hole of a job. So I decided it was time to move to Denver Metro. (after all it was a promise I made to myself after graduating high school. So I moved here at the end part of October 2012. Sweet no job but hey, I was no longer in a dump of a home. I finally made my way into getting a job at a local Audi dealership. After all I am passionate about Audi brand. After that I decided I would be open about my furry side. I started meeting up with whichever furs I could. Eventually that brought me into going to meets. I stumbled into a group of fun loving extraordinary people. Now back home I had my "family" of friends. However I had yet to find my "family" of friends here... I think I may have however.. I barely know a few of you. However there is a intertwining force between most of you, you are close, real close. You practically could bleed each others blood. This is a comforting feeling for someone who is in this new strange place that is odd, yet familiar at the same time. I have come to know a few of you better than others. For this I say thank you for your time and patience with trying to get to know me! I appreciate it since I am out of place. After all I grew up in the "sticks".. I will open up to a few of you if need be, if I ever fall back under that dark depression sitting over my head.. Up now I didn't even know what depression was... I had been a blind sufferer.. Never knew it. My only medicine was music. Now I have people. I am pulling out of this new found depression slowly, however it has a hold of my ankle, its slender hands trying to pull me back under. (I know I said depression above, its an all around feeling). I may only be 19 years of age. However people take a look at me and ask if I am really 19. People can see my experiences in my eyes, I have been through more than allot of people will give me credit for. I am often asked how do I cope with life. Music is my way of coping.. I will not turn to substances, I was taught to be strong! Taught to never give up! This is exactly what I am going to do!
Thanks to all of you guys who made this journal possible (you may or may not know who you are)
If anyone out there is feeling weak, or needs someone to talk to, or just a friend. I can be it.
Kristofor The SPL Dragon
P.S. This is the biggest piece of writing I may ever do. It is rare for me to put down so many thoughts on to paper.... After all, I have no business or talent for writing.
We don't talk enough though! XP I know, my fault mostly. I'll try to catch you next time your on.