First, I just want to say thank you!! You guys have been great to lend support & just making yourselves available for me. Phone calls, text message, online chat, surprise art, Skype calls & even the comments on my previous journal have made this weekend tolerable. And, it has not been a good weekend. And this week promises to be just as rough.

Basically, short of a miracle, some very difficult decision will be made in the day or so.

I don't have any real authority concerning his care, it's all up to my nephew (he's 21). However, he has said that he will not give any final say without consulting my other brother & myself.

I know I'm being quite vague. But I sorta hope that by not saying the worst outloud, it won't happen. I will give another update before the end of the week.

I'm the luckiest hyena in the fandom! Who could ask for better friends!! Thank you