bad things have happened
13 years ago
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Reading is nice. Thank you for takeing the time out your day to read this ok i figured i would get on here and tell yall whats been up the past few months.
please dont hate me for what ur about to read. it was my choice but it was also a i had no chice moment to @_@
september of 2012 mom and dad confronted me. they saw i was depressed alot and they didnt like that. they also know i am a goth/emo/christan/bi/furry (wow thats alot) they didnt support any of it exept for the christan part. i was being me. not somebody else. well me and them had a sitt down one night and it was very upsetting. they told me they found out about my porn addiction, and found all my porn. even the ones i drew. well in the course of all this, they told me they had raided my room, took everything furry, goth, emo, anything they didnt approve of they took. even...........my ...........COLLER. as i was crying (i had a reason) they started telling me they did research and found out the furry is..........well ...........um.............a cult. at the time i was scared of hell (still am) and didnt want to go there. so i seid i would get out of the fandom. WORST MISTAKE EVER. i trusted my parents. but if i would have said i was staying in it i would have been in more trouble than i could handle. but in like november or december i started doing reasearch after i got out the mintel institut. (yeah. they bout me to feeling suicideal.........again) but anyway i did a lil research and all i found out was that it ''MIGHT'' not be a cult. here is one of the pages i read
http://www.simbaspaws.org/ggeudraco.....andom_FAQ.html
well in the course of me being out the furry fandom i kinda got rid of my fursona jake blade and tiffany dawson.
they realy got carrupted. irl i saw them everywere and they both made me feel down and depressed and suicidle.
I GOT MINTAL PROBLUMS LOL
but yeah i burned.........it hurts so bad but i burned all my art of tiffany and jake. i dont have them anymore. but im gunna try to come up with a new fursona. new animal and all for him. im thinking of a black, white, red skunk or bunneh or saber tooth tiger hehe. idk yet but i hope i can get it soon. idk what the name will be but i will get some help.
my religouse veiws havnt changed but i still say there isnt anything wrong with the fandom. i talk with god on a reguler basis. and i believe that god would be ok with me being in the fandom. as long as i dont wership the animals. i dont do that. and never did. im the animal worshiping god ^W^. so yeah. please dont hat me for everything u just read. ill be arong now. love u all bye bye ^W^
please dont hate me for what ur about to read. it was my choice but it was also a i had no chice moment to @_@
september of 2012 mom and dad confronted me. they saw i was depressed alot and they didnt like that. they also know i am a goth/emo/christan/bi/furry (wow thats alot) they didnt support any of it exept for the christan part. i was being me. not somebody else. well me and them had a sitt down one night and it was very upsetting. they told me they found out about my porn addiction, and found all my porn. even the ones i drew. well in the course of all this, they told me they had raided my room, took everything furry, goth, emo, anything they didnt approve of they took. even...........my ...........COLLER. as i was crying (i had a reason) they started telling me they did research and found out the furry is..........well ...........um.............a cult. at the time i was scared of hell (still am) and didnt want to go there. so i seid i would get out of the fandom. WORST MISTAKE EVER. i trusted my parents. but if i would have said i was staying in it i would have been in more trouble than i could handle. but in like november or december i started doing reasearch after i got out the mintel institut. (yeah. they bout me to feeling suicideal.........again) but anyway i did a lil research and all i found out was that it ''MIGHT'' not be a cult. here is one of the pages i read
http://www.simbaspaws.org/ggeudraco.....andom_FAQ.html
well in the course of me being out the furry fandom i kinda got rid of my fursona jake blade and tiffany dawson.
they realy got carrupted. irl i saw them everywere and they both made me feel down and depressed and suicidle.
I GOT MINTAL PROBLUMS LOL
but yeah i burned.........it hurts so bad but i burned all my art of tiffany and jake. i dont have them anymore. but im gunna try to come up with a new fursona. new animal and all for him. im thinking of a black, white, red skunk or bunneh or saber tooth tiger hehe. idk yet but i hope i can get it soon. idk what the name will be but i will get some help.
my religouse veiws havnt changed but i still say there isnt anything wrong with the fandom. i talk with god on a reguler basis. and i believe that god would be ok with me being in the fandom. as long as i dont wership the animals. i dont do that. and never did. im the animal worshiping god ^W^. so yeah. please dont hat me for everything u just read. ill be arong now. love u all bye bye ^W^
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