Yes...I'm back!..I hope because school starts tomorrow! D=

But anyways...life has been rough with me. I've been on too many emotional roller coasters for my liking.

Life:
Like I said before, life has been rough with me. From money problems to family problems. I think my solution to all of it is to get a job and move out of the house. Right now I'm kinda in a shitty mood..because of money issues. People expect me to be at places when I can't. My parents expect me to finish my school years before I can even get a job! I just feel like running away from it all but what good would that do? It wouldn't solve anything. As of now, I'm supposed to be pre-reg for AZ and FWA..hopefully FWA because me and my dad shook hands and made a deal for AZ. And I'm praying my heart out for Anthrocon this year. Plus order some fur so I can make my pants for my fursuit. I just don't know what to do..*flattens ears* I guess the best thing to do is take everything one step at a time.

Commissions:
I have decided to close commissions until further notice. I'm hardly making any money from it (due to no paypal :C )
and hardly anyone wants to commission me-and that's not a problem for you guys...I don't even have the slightest idea when I'm gonna reopen again..I wouldn't be surprised if it was like a few years later.

And  ncpollyca I haven't forgotten to send your badge...It's just money issues for now.

I think I also need to put on my want list is a tablet. A LOT easier to do icons, badges, artwork, ect. Not to mention a Paypal account.

Trades:
Closed for a long time because of school and time. Sorry guys and gals. :c

Other:
I have so much artwork to put up here...but since I've been crying like a baby for 20 mins because of money problems, I feel like I can't even do anything. I haven't forgotten you guys and gals..you are the ones that keep me going..but for now..I feel like crap.

But on a random yet similar note, have you guys ever felt like you were being used? To the point where even your family members are using you? I don't know if it's me or it's my parents. I've been very kind to them and I think they're taking advantage of me. I'm getting sick of it...*tries to hold back tears* I feel like I can't be nice to them anymore...*sighs* Well...it's only a matter of time before I can have my own money and move out of the place.

And one last question: Does anyone know a good fursuit maker(?) that has low prices but good quality work? I'm in need of some new furpaws.. ._.


I'll be here for awhile. If you wanna talk to me, feel free to note me or just text me on my phone. More than likely I'm gonna take a small nap...I'm gonna try to stay up longer.

~Heidi