well a couple of hours ago i broke up with my boyfriend of four months. it surprisingly went better than i expected. i told him that i wanted to slow things down and just remain friends. he seemed to take it very well. he probably could be putting up a front but i can't tell with him sometimes. it may be... no scratch that, it will be ackward since were officers in the same anime club but i think we're strong enough to get through it. truth is he's one of my best friends and i don't want to lose him. maybe i'm crazy to try to keep a relationship with an ex but... i chose this and i'll stick with it. i'll stay optimistic and friendly and i hope he'll do the same. hopefully i made the right choice...