I've been doing great as far as being independent goes. I already don't need to be told I can be on my own. I'm smart and can memorize things anyone says and they only have to say it once. I can map out ANYWHERE I go. I'm like a walking GPS. :3 Just yesterday I rode my uncle's bike to the store to go grocery shopping (the bags nearly broke on the way back and on the way there the chain fell off but somehow I put it back on) and carrying all the bags with my right arm and steering with my other was kinda difficult but I took care of it all. I've already paid bills once before, I do western union now, and other than worrying about how much money I'll be able to make on my own. (I have a couple of people in mind I'd love to live with that live near me.) I'm a lot smarter than everyone thinks I am but my uncle was a complete douchebag when I told them "they need to start realizing I'm 18 and they need to start treating me like it." I listed a list of things I know to do now just as I've done before in this journal entry and he says "did you know I did all those things when I was 12?"
F**k you. -.- Do you have ashbergers? Did you lose all your damn family at a young age? No I don't think you did, but you did dumbass things like smoke weed and go to jail. I swear to god they make me so mad I wanna rip their heads off. I don't even care about what happens to me and I do mean ANYTHING!!! I don't care what happens to me anymore as long as I don't have to live here anymore, I'd be so happy... I just can't take it anymore... I just want to get out of this jail cell... I feel trapped with no where to go at all. I thought I've been through hell before when I went through losing one family member after another, but I learned it was just the beginning... I'm seriously beginning to lose...