Why no art?
13 years ago
Well I am not going to go into an intricate sob story as I do not need any pity. I am really depressed, like lower then I've been in all my years of depression, so there is a lot of self hate and doubt. Been a lot of people in my life that I thought were friends that showed their true colors, that didn't help. So I just don't have the drive. I do have stuff I need to get done so that might be up in the next little while, otherwise don't expect to hear much from me.
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Take care of yourself. I don't have any doubts in you, you're an amazing person. We all have our faults but that doesn't subtract from you as a whole. Try not to beat yourself up too much.
I'd recommend that you force yourself to work on art and commissions.
Not because I want one, but because I've learned from experience that the best way to get out of depression is to concentrate on doing something.
It doesn't matter what it is that you do, but as long as you're working on that, you're not thinking about how bad you feel. And if you stop thinking about how bad you feel, eventually you'll stop feeling bad.
I've been there too, honey. All my best wishes go to you.