Alone on Valentine's Day?
13 years ago
General
So, this is kinda a vent journal post. Wait.. All I post ARE vent journals. o.o' Oh well, don't sweat the small stuff.. (size joke because I'm short lol..)
Every single valentine's day that's ever passed no one has ever asked me out. >.< Others may think "how is that possible?" (I know my aunt thought that.) but I seriously wouldn't doubt it if I was a second person hearing my first self say that. It really has happened to me except back at elementary school when the whole class would give you these valentine day cards. -.- Honestly to me that got on my nerves because it's not real and I don't want anything unless it's real. Anyway this is my 18th valentine's day and I'm just really hoping someone would just ask me the big question "will you be mine?" because the barely having any friends, no family to support you, and feeling alone really gets to you after a while. I used to love being alone but now I really hate it... And again, for those who are reading this, I don't want anyone to ask me unless you REALLY like me..
Every single valentine's day that's ever passed no one has ever asked me out. >.< Others may think "how is that possible?" (I know my aunt thought that.) but I seriously wouldn't doubt it if I was a second person hearing my first self say that. It really has happened to me except back at elementary school when the whole class would give you these valentine day cards. -.- Honestly to me that got on my nerves because it's not real and I don't want anything unless it's real. Anyway this is my 18th valentine's day and I'm just really hoping someone would just ask me the big question "will you be mine?" because the barely having any friends, no family to support you, and feeling alone really gets to you after a while. I used to love being alone but now I really hate it... And again, for those who are reading this, I don't want anyone to ask me unless you REALLY like me..
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