Initially I didn't really think of it but my friends mentioned it to me that they think I'm borderline autistic. As I thought about it I noticed that I find trouble studying, sitting still for periods of times, playing video games, and I do some tasks without even thinking at times. Even for regular conversations with people and my friends I either think too much or almost disconnected from the conversation entirely. Possibly a wild imagination, interest loss, or autism? I don't know but if indeed it is autism. I wish to better myself, get through this handicap if possible.

(i got to stop making these journals about me ;__; I feel selfish)