Sometimes, it's just really good to get things out of your head where you can look at them objectively.

Yeah, that's pretty much what happened. I was kinda like...this is silly. & then I felt better, lol. :)

Aww I didn't get to submit my response xD it was helpful I promise!

Oh no! I'm sorry! I didn't think I had it up long enough for anyone to reply, sorry I cut you off! lol But thank you all the same, just knowing that people are listening helps a lot too.

heh no prob x3 basically, I know where you're coming from with it

Thank you. aww now I wish I had waited a little while to read what you said. But I've thought for a minute & decided what I should be focusing on is that people cared, even if they were misguided. It could be a lot worse. :)

*hugs* vent is good. I read it and was working on a comment hahaha oh well.

Damn you guys are fast!! Haha I'm sorry I missed your response. I was kinda like...wait this is a bit of overshare...dunno if I want that out there, lol. Plus I hate being that person writing rant journals. But thank for for responding anyway, I didn't think anyone was even going to read it! I feel silly now. Thank you for listening though!

Don't feel silly. I was actually very much like you when I was little too. *shrugs* wait...I still am. I hide in my books and bottle everything.

Books are soooo much better than TV or anything else! lol. It's kind of a habit that just carried over to adulthood for me. I'm actively reading at least 3 at any given time.
One thing that I ill never forget though, is that...oh god I drew a vore picture when I was in 3rd grade. A teacher found it and called my parents & they actually had this huge round table discussion about it with counselors & the principal. I was absolutely mortified. The picture meant nothing to me, it was just a boredom doodle but for some reason every adult assumed it was some kind of window into my psyche. I always hid my art after that. But yeah, I would much rather curl up with a book than go out to some bar or club any night. I guess that makes me crazy. :p

Oh god..books. Im currently in the middle of 5. Heh I sooooo get it. I got cough in middle school (idk 6th grade) with a sorta self mutilation pic, again...just more of a fun thing to draw, I love gory bloody things and I got my butt thrown into therapy. *sighs* Adults overreact like whoa. *shrugs* I like living in my fake world much better then real life. Books are just so much better then TV or movies. I get so attached to characters...Its so bad.

Oh god..books. Im currently in the middle of 5. Heh I sooooo get it. I got cough in middle school (idk 6th grade) with a sorta self mutilation pic, again...just more of a fun thing to draw, I love gory bloody things and I got my butt thrown into therapy. *sighs* Adults overreact like whoa. *shrugs* I like living in my fake world much better then real life. Books are just so much better then TV or movies. I get so attached to characters...Its so bad.

Omg I get sooooo attached to fictional characters, it's awful! The internet does not help the situation much, especially tumblr. Tumblr has been like the worst development for my productivity.
But yeah I always used to draw weird/gory pictures just because I enjoyed drawing them. People are always so quick to attach meaning to something a child draws, but sometimes it really is just some stupid doodle. I have a suspicion that if we were boys drawing this stuff people wouldn't have cared so much either. :p

well i read it and i'm glad you vented.
don't bottle things up :3

I can't believe how fast you guys are! I only left it up for like a second! lol! I'm cool now though. I wrote that like immediately after reading all that stuff & I didn't have anyone to talk to so I just came here. Thanks for the ear <3

I missed this journal but if you ever need to vent dont ever feel to bad about doing so and Sky and I are always here should you need someone to talk to keelah

Thank you both I just came across some old records that made me really upset. I'm okay now though, mostly. :)

;o; i missed it too, I hope you're doing well <3

Yeah I'm okay. I just found some old files that brought back a lot of bad memories & some new info that made me mad all over again. But I'm okay, I guess I just needed to vent. :)

Glad you feel better.

I was too slow. x3

Ah it's okay, thank you for caring all the same. ^u^

Its good to get things off your chest and examine it later. Otherwise it will ball up inside an get worse.

Yeah, certainly true. I'm still kind of troubled, but writing about it does let off a bit of steam and helps.

You know a remedy for that is chatting and or venting to friends on phone or skype.

I know I just...hate talking to people in real-time, I don't know what it is! Haha. Even my best friend has to force me to talk to her on the phone & I hate it! >.< skype scares me because then people can actually see me, & that's even worse. But I hear you can just do text chat so maybe that wouldnt be so bad.

There's no need for people to see you on Skype. I text chat with friends on Skype mainly. Not to mention my Webcam does not work compatibly with Skype anymore.

Well I really should try it then! Some of the furs down here have been trying to get me to use skype & I'm like Noooooooo I really need to get over myself, lol.

You are a brave woman. I have faith in you.

No matter what, venting our thoughts can help!

It certainly does. Kind of like talking out a problem, sometimes you just need to lay down all the facts and take a step back and look at the whole. It helps knowing that people on here care enough to reply though. I do feel a lot better. <3

That's great then! ^^ *hugs*

You got lots of good friends that are here for ya! Friends share stuff and talk about it so it helps!

Yeah I'm getting to learn that, thank you.

Yay for learning!