Actually I am drunk, and plan to get drunker.
I just realized that I can't remember when I
was in the paws, hooves, hands of another
male of any species. True I'm mated, but since
Tom tested HIV+ (after some tom catting
around on a vacation) some fifteen years
ago, he no longer wants to have sex, at least
with me. Hell, Id put 10 condoms on him if it
would make him feel better, but no. I have
toys, which bore me. I have movies that I've
seen all too many times, I have comics, drawings
and stories. God damn it, I need to be held and
humped and be made to feel that I'm still alive.
Since THAT is not likely to happen, I bought a
bottle of scotch, which I'm already half through
and frankly, committing sephaku with my katana
looks better and better