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Updates and a request for your moral support
17 years ago
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So I said I'd give an update when things settled down, so here I am ^_^
I've moved from Flint and now am in my apartment in Mt. Pleasant. It is very nice. It's a two bedroom, one bathroom, with a decent sized living room in my opinion and a good sized kitchen/dining room. I look forward to testing out my culinary skills (or lack thereof XD). Most of my stuff is unpacked but I have a bit more in the bedroom to unpack and sort. Not sure when I'll get around to it. I'm going to be pretty much on my own until my roommate comes next week.
On a more personal note, I need your support and such. I can't even begin to go into the details or the why and how of this, but I've decided to call it quits between my current mate and myself after this week (by this week I mean when I take him home next Wednesday, as he's staying with me for a week). I know it sounds cruel but believe me when I say if I had taken the time to give you the why and how and details, you'd agree with me. I ask for the moral support because admittedly I'm weak. I tried to do this once before and he managed to sucker me back into the relationship by bawling and pleading with me, and despite everything I still love him like no other and it breaks my heart so much to hear him cry. However, it has become a necessity at this point. Like a bandaid, or perhaps more accurately, like sitting in the waiting room at the dentist's office. You know what's coming, and you know it'll hurt like Hell, but you also know after all is said and done, in the long run, you're going to be much better off.
Our relationship has become a battle ground (yeah I know, Love is a Battlefield, etc etc). I don't like to think that I'm just giving up and walking away though. I've stuck with it for far longer than most normal people would have. But there's a time when you have to realize that it isn't walking away or giving up, it's just the realization that things can't work out.
More later perhaps
I've moved from Flint and now am in my apartment in Mt. Pleasant. It is very nice. It's a two bedroom, one bathroom, with a decent sized living room in my opinion and a good sized kitchen/dining room. I look forward to testing out my culinary skills (or lack thereof XD). Most of my stuff is unpacked but I have a bit more in the bedroom to unpack and sort. Not sure when I'll get around to it. I'm going to be pretty much on my own until my roommate comes next week.
On a more personal note, I need your support and such. I can't even begin to go into the details or the why and how of this, but I've decided to call it quits between my current mate and myself after this week (by this week I mean when I take him home next Wednesday, as he's staying with me for a week). I know it sounds cruel but believe me when I say if I had taken the time to give you the why and how and details, you'd agree with me. I ask for the moral support because admittedly I'm weak. I tried to do this once before and he managed to sucker me back into the relationship by bawling and pleading with me, and despite everything I still love him like no other and it breaks my heart so much to hear him cry. However, it has become a necessity at this point. Like a bandaid, or perhaps more accurately, like sitting in the waiting room at the dentist's office. You know what's coming, and you know it'll hurt like Hell, but you also know after all is said and done, in the long run, you're going to be much better off.
Our relationship has become a battle ground (yeah I know, Love is a Battlefield, etc etc). I don't like to think that I'm just giving up and walking away though. I've stuck with it for far longer than most normal people would have. But there's a time when you have to realize that it isn't walking away or giving up, it's just the realization that things can't work out.
More later perhaps
*hug* I am here for you!