i'm sick of you. i'm really fucking sick of you. you're like a hostess cupcake that tastes so sweet, but you make me sick 2 hours later.
i wish i could hold you. love you. caress you in my arms. kiss you eternally. fall asleep and wake up to you every morning.
but you never answer my texts. my messages. or my notes. you never leave the house except for school.
and your FANDOMS. GOD HOW THEY'VE FUCKING RUINED YOU.
and all these FEELINGS YOU GIVE ME.
they HURT.
THEY MAKE ME FEEL SO HAPPY.
but i know they'll never last
and now i question whenever i feel happy
because i KNOW i'll feel sad the next time i see you
god dammit
WE WERE SO BEAUTIFUL TOGETHER AND I LOVED IT
but SHE KEPT BUTTING IN AND I got
so JEALOUS

AND LETS NOT FORGET YOUR PARENTS
WHO HATE EVERYTHING EXCEPT THEIR FUCKING RELIGION
THEY NEVER LET YOU OUT
EVER

YOU DISTRAUGHT SPAZZ
I WISH YOU NEVER EXISTED.
I'VE CHANGED SINCE I MET YOU
I HATE CHANGE
now go away
i hate you.